Hello there!
Well today has been stressful and hectic to say the least But the majority of my stuff is all packed, there are still bits and bobs we have to sort out in the morning before we get on the train. but its all pretty much packed and ready. Like yesterday though, despite the stress and issues we have been getting on with it with smiles on our faces
Of course I still have this sinking feeling at the pit of my stomach that everything is going to fuck up and everything will be a disaster...but I am trying so hard to avoid it and remain calm and think positive and just keep plodding on!
So it is safe to say that tomorrow is going to be stressful with a lot of travelling and lugging around bags, but like I said yesterday I am starting to feel a little less scared and more optimistic about moving in to my new place. The people who I am going to be living with are awesome and I think we are going to get on really well. I just hope I am not a nightmare to live with which I don't think I am but you never know. There are still a lot of worries I have, money being the main one at the moment. The issue being I have none yet so I am going to be struggling for a week and a bit. However this is nothing I am not used to I am good at planning money, well I try to be so I think I will be okay. Again I am trying to remain optimistic. What worries me more than money is probably me not stressing and panicing,, because I don;t want to piss my mum off and have an argument with her. Because it just isn't helpful so that is probably the main reason I am trying to bury all my worries and not let the bother me too much because I don't want to stress or panic my mum....so yeah you could say I am worrying about worrying...Good one Keeley.
Anyway keeping in the positive spirit I am excited to get a new room, and when I get some money I am going to go on an etsy shopping spree and make it really pretty and a place that I want to be! So that is keeping me excited. I have also said previously and it sounds nerdy of me, but I am excited to get back to work, and I have already started thinking about how next week I can organise my work and get back into the swing of things which I can't wait for, because I need a routine back, I know sitting down all day on YouTube or watching TV sounds great but it really isn't great when that is all you are doing it is much better when it is a treat away from all the work. Which reminds me Doctor who starts in 4 days and I am so not prepared for that!
It is safe to say that I probably wont write a new post for a few days after I get settled and sort some stuff out, but my next post will hopefully a positive one in my brand new house, ready for my second year of university!
Till then enjoy this song! (very nostalgic)
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