Hello there!
I am back and I have finally moved in to my new house and I am settled in, nearly. It is a great place and I hope I will be very happy here. It is simple inside but it has everything that I need and I just need to get a few more bits and bobs to make it look more like my home. But that shouldn't take too long.
Safe to say that I am scared as fuck. I mean so the moving part is over but now I have to wait a week before lessons start, so basically I have a week to prepare and get myself motivated to start work again! Also it is a lot of pressure, because I have built this up for so long and said to myself I am going to change and I am going to do things differently. But what if I just screw up again and not get it right. I know that I am over-thinking things again and worrying about things that I shouldn't be but that is just what I do!
I do have some idea of what I want to do all week but I think I am going to make an extensive list of practical things to do this week that will actually help me out for when I start lectures and lessons. Instead of just using this week as an extra reason to slob. I happy with my diet plan though, I say diet plan its kind of a detox kind of a transition into being a pescatarian, which I am really optimistic about and think I can do!
I am going tot try and immerse myself into university life and also stay in contact with all the people that matter to me! including making new friends too hopefully. I am starting to feel a little more lonely but I think is just my brain panicking and trying to say look you need someone! But I am going to try do this on my own! (eek)
sorry this was a short post but I am back now! And here is the song for today :)
Till tomorrow!
My new bed! (Needs some cushions I think) |
My desk! |
I have made my mark in the living room I don't travel anywhere without them! |
I do have some idea of what I want to do all week but I think I am going to make an extensive list of practical things to do this week that will actually help me out for when I start lectures and lessons. Instead of just using this week as an extra reason to slob. I happy with my diet plan though, I say diet plan its kind of a detox kind of a transition into being a pescatarian, which I am really optimistic about and think I can do!
I am going tot try and immerse myself into university life and also stay in contact with all the people that matter to me! including making new friends too hopefully. I am starting to feel a little more lonely but I think is just my brain panicking and trying to say look you need someone! But I am going to try do this on my own! (eek)
sorry this was a short post but I am back now! And here is the song for today :)
Till tomorrow!
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