I am still Alive!

Hello There!!

So this week has been big and busy, but it has been a week to be proud of and I a proud of myself for this week. My posts will go back to being more regular because I am settled and have done all the hectic things which I am going to be talking about today!

So as you can hopefully tell I am in a very good mood because compared to last year I have thrown myself into everything and really tried to be active and put myself out there. Which at first was scary and still felt a bit anxious with speaking to new people but because I live with two lovely people who are my friends it is so much easier knowing that I have people in the same situation as me so they are happy to come along with things with me and visa versa. 

This week has been filled with freshers events, last year I did not engage at all I went to a few societies but I didn't really engage with anything, and like I said in previous posts I really wanted to change that this year be more positive about what I can do and just do it. This week has really proved to me that although I have ups and downs and obstacles to overcome in the grand scheme of things those obstacles can be dealt with and will not impact your life in such a dramatic way.

I have signed up to work with my University Radio station, which hopefully I can have a really active role with that because that excites me a lot. I also am already doing charity work,  I am helping a charity do some research, which is a bit daunting but it is keeping me busy, and I am also going to a session of swing dancing, which is something I thought I would never say but I love dancing, I used to do ballet, tap and modern and I just really need something that is exercise but its fun too, so I am going to try that and see how it goes! 

This week has been hectic busy, but it has been the most happy and productive I have been in a while and I just hope it gets better and better, Yes I am still scared and yes I am still worrying, but it is getting a lot easier to push those worries aside and focus on the bigger picture, Its after weeks like this that we can step back and say you know what maybe I can actually succeed, and I can do this or that. I am trying so hard not to doubt myself any more and keep positive I just hope I can keep it up.

The song for today is this :) enjoy. 

Till tomorrow. 

HK.