The Good in Today.

Hello!

So I know I said yesterday that I may tackle something difficult, but I got something special in the mail this morning and it has put me in a super good mood, and I don't feel like putting too much of a downer. 

Before I say anything though I will say yesterday was challenging, it was challenging because we had to organise travel for when I move back to University, and because nether me or my mum drive this is quite difficult and we have to get the train, which is not cheap. I don't have any source of income at the moment and I won't get my student loan until my classes start in late September, Which means my mum has to basically pay for everything which sucks. However like I said I am in too good of a mood to dwell on things I can't change, I am gonna put my organising skills to good use and plan absolutely everything, down to the last penny. I want my mum to feel comfortable and not have to worry about too much, and it will help me too because safe to say yesterday I was stressing out a lot. However I did not keep it bottled up to myself, I reached out to a friend, told them what was going on and it really did help, Just getting what's bothering you out there is helpful, so its not stuck in your head all the time. And I want to thank my friend (you know who you are) for letting me ramble on and taking my mind off of it! 

Anyway on to the good news! I think these pictures explain it all...

We received the save the Dates for my Brother and his fiancé's wedding! They moved to New Zealand a year ago and they are so happy there and it makes me so happy that they love it out there. They are having the wedding in the UK though, but YAY! This news on its own was amazing I was super happy that there is a cemented date I can put in my diary and count down to! There was another letter in the mail today though....

When I saw this I honestly just giggled to myself because it was so adorable, also because of the fact they are on the other side of the world but they still managed to make me feel so special, and needed. Which is a feeling that I don't get that often! But this honestly did make me feel so elated. I do love my brother and his Fiancé they have helped me and I miss them so much because they are so far away but this time next year they will be married and she will be my sister-in-law, and the thought of that is honestly amazing because she is exactly the kind of sister I would of wanted! Safe to say I am excited! (I do have 5 brothers btw but more on that in the future haha) Of course the prospect of having to find a dress is daunting, but I honestly don't give a shit they can put me in a bin bag if they wanted and I'd still be happy for them....I mean I kinda hope they don't make me wear a bin bag...but that is not the point, next year is looking to be a wonderful year, and I think I am going to make sure that it is! 

Song of the day is this, Dedicated to my Brother and His Fiancé....EEEEE!!

P.S. 5SOS's new music is awesome...that is all. 

I hope you all find some good in today. 

Till tomorrow!