24/08/2015
Hello!
After yesterday I think I am feeling a bit better. I think It's because I practically have been non-stop listening to music, which always helps. Gives you a chance to think whilst maybe having a little foot tap at the same time. Anyway I will talk about music another time.
Yesterday was a good day, I feel like no one can really have a bad sunday, just because on a sunday everything stops, or slows down for the day. So I had a good day woke up put my spotify playlist on, cleaned a bit, then was happily browsing the internet all day and catching up with YouTube...Typical.
Nonetheless it was not the most productive of days but its the best I have felt in a while, Just because I was being me, at least what I think is me, badly singing to songs, looking at pictures of 5sos, baking, and just generally being a happy version of myself. At this point in time its hard to feel negative about things, because I am not really thinking about it, I know in the next couple of days things are gonna get a bit hectic and i'm not gonna be as chilled as I seem now but I think I may have to embrace this feeling because who knows how long it will last.
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| MUKE! |
So today I'm gonna try and stay in the same frame of mind. I mean I should maybe start the long reading list that I have for University...But....I doubt thats gonna happen! I mean I do want to focus more on university work and keep my head down this year, but I think I can procrastinate for a few more days...haha!
In the back of my mind I still kinda think this mood isn't gonna last very long. Which saddens me that I even live life like that, like I question myself when I'm happy, like I said previously it's like i'm waiting for something to go wrong. But hopefully that won't happen.
For now I shall leave you with this...
No one's day can start bad if it starts with this....
There may be a new post a little bit later....
a different sort of post...
who knows!
Till then
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