Never Stopping!

Hello there!!

I have literally not stopped. As you can imagine the first weeks of university are hectic and you are being handed everything and are just expected to be able to do it all with out complaint. I am slowly getting there though. The work is hard and I have had a few moments where I have just wanted to scream and give up. But I haven't I have carried on and actually spoken to people when I feel upset or feel like the weight of the world is too much.

I have actually put myself out there this year and I am doing things that I would of never believed I have the courage to do. Firstly I am volunteering for a children's charity, This on its own was enough to make me happy, but I have also been asked to help out with Media marketing, working with Twitter and helping out with press releases. I even get the opportunity to be a part of the committee. I am just so excited, the people who work there are just lovely people who work so hard and I hope that I can help them out even if it is in a small way. I just cant wait to get started I get to work on a Press Release next month, and this just feel like the start of great things, I am going to get so much experience through this and meet people, and get to do some good. Its pretty perfect. 

The other Big thing that I have done to put myself out there and to get out of my comfort zone is that I have signed up with my friend to do a radio show, for the university Radio. As  you know by now I love music and I am so nervous and excited, we do our début show on Saturday, I am going to mess up, and there are going to be nerves and everything but it is so exciting that I don't care!! 

I still worry about absolutely everything, and have been getting upset more frequently lately, but I am also happy, being me and getting out there, talking to new people experiencing new things. I am not going to give up because that would be pointless If times get a little stressed and difficult I am going to Woman up and power through. Things are hard, and you are not going to like everything that happens, you are going to get angry, cry and just want to lock the world away. But the truth is we all do because life does that to us it backs us into a corner until we submit, but we don't have to we can push it out of the way ans say HEY this is the way I want things to go and I am going to make it happen. I am fed up of regretting 90% of the choices I make. So I am going to make those decisions for me and be happy about it!!

Here is the song for today!! Enjoy!

Till the next time!!